I just want to express that despite the ATM actually spitting out my card because I am a jobless fresh grad, I feel that these times are among the happiest ever. I have never had this much summer fun in four years because I always had classes to attend. It's not that I did not like the company (because y'all have to know I did in Chem16, CT 171, and that one summer with Toni), it's just that summers are so different when you have other things keeping you busy, not terror teachers and lessons in a classroom. Summer 2010: I am all about making and keeping me whole.
Despite the sweltering weather, I manage to find fun and productivity whether indoors or out. I wake up late in the afternoon and just like right now, I stay up late. In between my waking up and sleeping, I try as much as I can to do something to be thankful for and feel happy I did at the end of the day. Cleaning up my college shiz, my closet and my workspace is already a milestone. I promised myself that I will spend this summer just in the best mood, and cleaning and organizing my things. There really is nothing better than starting something (by this I mean a job) with a clean slate. I am inspired to work when my workspace is neat (and ~pretty~) and I am aware where everything is. You know, Feng Shui.
Unfortunately Mercury is on retrograde until May 11.
I have been having a blast with friends because most of us have graduated and are free, while those who have yet to toss their hats or put their Sablay on the left shoulder are available somehow. And one of my proudest moments was reaching out to a friend unlike what the past I would have done. Oh, I am also meeting new people and my heart just stops and I freeze but my hands keep shaking at the thought, but I am excited. I am loving the way I am, but I am still a work in progress. I know that tough times will come along, and life will throw me lemons but I will just throw them back... or fine, maybe I will make lemonade, and sell it.
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